Sunday, July 26, 2009
constant crying jags over the last two days. total emotional turmoil. fuck this. i feel so helpless and on tenterhooks.
really grateful to both mich and wj. i think without my two bestest of best friends, i would have totally fallen apart. pity both of them for having to witness seperate breakdowns and unable to help me. thanks you two.
just the thought of everything that's happen makes me tearful. too many goodbyes in a short weekend. the biggest of them all, i will probably regret but i know in my heart, i need to do it.
i'm sorry.
really i am.
its hurts me too.
but i just want my life back.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
really grateful to both mich and wj. i think without my two bestest of best friends, i would have totally fallen apart. pity both of them for having to witness seperate breakdowns and unable to help me. thanks you two.
just the thought of everything that's happen makes me tearful. too many goodbyes in a short weekend. the biggest of them all, i will probably regret but i know in my heart, i need to do it.
i'm sorry.
really i am.
its hurts me too.
but i just want my life back.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
what we could have been, 10:17 am.
